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Interesting video by Jessie Gender on the "redemption" of Syril Karn in Andor. It prompted some thinky thoughts I'd rather put here than throw at YouTube. (Andor S2 spoilers)



I agree with Jessie's contention that white men are often treated with kid gloves when it comes to creating space for them to see the error of their ways, while marginalized people's lives are dismissed and errors castigated. Jessie cites the difference in fan discourse between sorrow that Syril died without a chance at redemption and near silence that Cinta (a queer woman of color) got summarily killed off. I'd add that this is partly because Syril is a better written character—but, then, white men have long been better written characters. That is evidence of her point.

But I'm frustrated by recent fandom's/leftwing YouTube's discourse on "redemption." I love a good redemption story; it's my favorite kind, but I think we need to dig deeper into the concept because, too often, it gets used without being explored.

"Redemption" is (at least primarily) a Christian concept. Traditionally, it refers to being saved from damnation, and this entails is a mix of personal responsibility and external acceptance. It requires personal responsibility in the form of actions like repentance of sins, penance, baptism, truly reformed behavior, etc. It requires external acceptance because ultimately it's God's to accept or withhold, and in many versions of Christianity, it cannot fully be attained without God's grace, that is, without that mystical quality of salvation that one cannot earn but is given.

When we use in secular discussions, as of characters like Syril Karn or DS9's Garak, or real people (Jessie mentions JK Rowling), we often end up with formulations like video commenter elanthys makes: "But not everyone deserves redemption, and not everyone who does gets it...." What does this actually mean? "Deserves" according to whom? "Gets" from whom? In the theological context, the answer is God. God can grant grace to someone who doesn't "deserve" it. (In traditional Calvinism, no one deserves it.) All redeemed people ultimately "get" it from God.

So who grants redemption in secular society? I think, by default, it usually translates to "us," the people having the conversation, the good people, the good leftists, the anti-fascists, etc. "We" judge that some do not deserve redemption. "We," sometimes in error, withhold it from those who may. What does it mean to be redeemed? In Christianity, it means heading to heaven. In the secular context, it means being socially forgiven, I guess? No longer cancelled, etc.? Slate wiped clean?

I do not trust myself to determine who metaphysically "deserves" anything. There are people I have not forgiven, but that says more about me than them. I do believe in accountability, which is, in essence, what Jessie is calling for. Accountability is a comparatively easy concept, if hard to achieve. If you've done harm, own it and take proportionally appropriate steps to repair it or—if it can't be repaired—do other, ideally related work to bring more good into the world.

Syril is never accountable for his actions. If he hadn't died and was to have a "redemption" arc, I think he would have had to spend the rest of his life trying to repair the damage or, more accurately, change the system so similar damage does not continue. But did he "deserve redemption"? I don't like the God-like insight that question presupposes.

Personally, I'm a Buddhist, and I prefer a Buddhist framework: that we are all on the path to awakening. We're just in different places, going at different rates, and taking different "side trails" to get there. The question of what we "deserve" is fairly meaningless. We are where we are; we carry the karma that we carry and work through it as best we can. And we can, to an extent, recognize that in each other and help each other through it.
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I'm going to cross-post my <user name=ownhands> newsletter here. By the way, my silence on DW since January is not for lack of wanting to post; it's just lack of time. My hope is when I'm done with my degrowth thesis defense, I'll have a small quantity of breathing room to post fun stuff... Maybe...

You can view my nice HTML newsletter here or read the text below...

Forward!

I see a silver lining to the United State's current situation: it's grave enough to inspire change. If the USDA is too understaffed to ensure food safety, maybe it's time to pivot to CSA's, farmer's markets, and gardening ahead of supply chain breakdown due to climate change. If the ACA is on the chopping block, maybe switch to a direct primary care provider and/or CostPlusDrugs. Frightened by Amazon's, Facebook's, and X's swings to the right? It's a great time to buy from Bookshop.org and local stores and check out BlueSky or Diaspora. Disclaimer: None of these options, especially the healthcare ones, are flawless; proceed at your own risk. With that disclaimer ringing in your ears, yes, it's a frightening time and risky as heck, but it's also an invitation to seek out new harmonies.

OwnHands Fiction Search Update: It's Not Quite Dead...

It feels much better. Monty Python jokes aside, Glenn and I just met to discuss our progress so far. He's facing a challenge in trying to build this project with open source tools. Because this will be a digital commons, but it's longer and harder. For that reason, we're fishing for others with programming experience to come on board and help us out, especially with back-end work. If you or someone you know is interested, please reach out to me. It's a labor of love for now, but once we have a proof of concept, we'll be applying for grants.

Whatever Happened to Being Cut?

Life is ironic. After talking up my book on relationship cutoff, I've decided not to release it widely. Too many people have misinterpreted me as saying that it’s fine to ignore boundaries. That’s not what I said. Yet this misreading raises the possibility that some might use my book as an excuse to harm others. I don’t want to be responsible for that.

I have also had favorable responses, some "every therapist should read this" types of response, and I believe this book can help some people in some circumstances. I will, therefore, continue to offer it on a limited basis (e-formats free) to some people I interact with personally. If you are interested in learning more or receiving a copy, please contact me.


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Reposting my newsletter from [community profile] ownhands

Election Reflections

Like everyone on the left, I'm scared for our future. I'm also hopeful. In the face of the fear and polarization, there's an undercurrent of mutual care I don't remember seeing in 2016 or 2020. There's a sense that the left needs to do some soul searching. In this moment, I personally think our most important task is listening. Our most important stance is compassion, remembering the humanity of each person.
 

Book Launch for Being Cut


Sunday, January 26, at 11:30 a.m.

Kairos-Milwaukie United Church of Christ
4790 SE Logus Road, Milwaukie OR 97222.

Join me January 26 for a brief reading from Being Cut: A Rumination on Relationship Cutoff and open discussion of why cutoff happens, how cutoff feels, and how we can to heal from it or limit its harm. (No pressure to attend the church service before the event.)

I didn't write this book with this election in mind, but I think the book may be timely. At its most basic, it's about listening and connection, things we need now more than ever.

Own Hands Story Search Update

 
Glenn and I have been slammed by the day jobs, which has slowed our progress on our story search tool (and these newsletters). But as I write this, he coding away on website setup. I'll keep you posted!
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Content warning: some critique of the left by someone on the left behind the cut. Please feel free to skip if you're emotionally bleeding too much for self-critical, political strategy talk.

Like pretty much everyone on my reading list here, I'm pummeled by this election. A little surprised by the degree of landslide but mostly just scared. Not looking forward to a minimum of four years under fascism.

A big hug to everyone who is tired and scared.

I'm trying to think, though, about why so many voted for him. Some are hateful racists, etc., but that's not over half the country. Misinformation and propaganda are also huge, of course. Beyond that, these are some reasons I see, based on my vantage point teaching service classes in higher education...Read more... )
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Jessie Gender has posted a video on Biden's response to the assassination attempt. I find it moving and, honestly, somewhat disturbing. I could have commented on it on YouTube, but I found I didn't want to. I even considered just messaging her personally but decided she has enough on her plate. So I'm just going to give my thoughts here.



I really appreciate her willingness to share the sincere hurt and vulnerability she shows here. She's completely right about the hypocrisy, and at the same time, I personally thought Biden’s condemnation of the assassination attempt was appropriate.

Here’s my reasoning: our goal, I think, is to see less violence. If Biden had not condemned the assassination attempt, millions would have read that as endorsing more violence. That would stoke backlash. It would not make trans people safer; it would make them less safe. I think the problem is not what Biden said condemning the assassination; it’s all the things he (and the establishment overall) don’t say/do.

Biden’s statement was clinging to old norms, i.e. “We don’t shoot our political opponents in the US.” That’s not enough, but I would rather live in a country that has that norm than one that doesn’t.

I am curious, though, what Jessie would have advised Biden to say instead.
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Yep, I’m going to gripe about Strange New Worlds S2, ep. 5 (the Spock one), so if that’s going to kill your buzz, please feel free to skip.

The (Mostly) Good
To begin with (virtually spoiler free), this episode had a couple of very good things:

1) Amanda. New Trek Amanda has been written very well in general, and this may be the best Amanda episode in all Star Trek. I love how she is now being treated like full, complex person.

2) The aliens. Though they loosely fall under the “super-evolved energy being” trope, they are different from every other ST alien I can recall, and that’s a quite a trick after almost 60 years of media. They’re benevolent but also narrowminded and just culturally different in their communication patterns. Well done.

I have only one complaint, which is the universalization of the “friendship doesn’t matter” trope. Alien as these beings are, they 100% agree with us (21st century US, for ex.) and our heroes (23rd century) that friendship doesn’t matter much, thereby presenting this not as a cultural quirk but a universal law. As a friendship bonder, this sets my teeth on edge exactly as I imagine the “bury your queers” trope does queer people’s: (not exact quote) “We’re friends, but I want something...” (wait for it) “...more.” Okay, I’ll stop now.

3) Bonus good: Pike. He was a minor character in this, but he came through for Spock as a supportive friend and it spoke well of his character.

4) Bonus good: Excellent acting throughout. This includes Chapel, who is bringing her A game.

5) Bonus good: A lot of the jokes, in and of themselves, were funny.
Spoilers and griping follow.Read more... )
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This quirky-fun-disturbing music video commenting on our polycrisis is by the band, Zimbru. One of the members is the brother of a classmate in my Degrowth Master's. Creative video!

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Warnings: Spoilers and ranting

For the record: Much of this season of Picard S3 is good so far. I’m not going to discuss those things here or only tangentially.

Disclaimer: The following is a rant. I don’t mean any of it to personally attack anyone involved in ST: Picard. Writing and producing TV is incredibly hard. The pressures are many. I wouldn’t want to be in their place. I’m just talking about the product, not the process, intent, or underlying talent of the creators. Fundamentally, my critiques are aimed at our cultural assumptions, which are bigger than any one person.Read more... )
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In my researches for my book on relationship cutoff, I came across two interesting and uplifting articles today:

Jaron Lanier suggests that social media be reformed by orienting it around small groups. Yes, please! Let's at least try it!

Greater Good has a great article on what peaceful, non-violent people and societies have in common.

(What has this to do with cutoff, you ask? I'm in the book's later sections on a larger culture of disconnectedness and how to address it.)
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I'm feeling inspired to do a bit of a response to James Reynolds's interesting article on the potential queering of Middle-earth in Amazon's Rings of Power series. In a nutshell, he sees a number of ways in which Tolkien's work can be read as queer coded and, thus, a lot of potential for overt queerness that feels in reasonably keeping with the source material. I agree with some parts of his case and not others. Overall, I think Reynolds's reflections speak to a broader issue many of us are considering today: how to best adapt classic works. Thought I'd weigh in.

Disclaimer: I'm writing this as an informal spew from memory, so I got no citations, and please let me know if I'm misremembering text. I've tried to get the diacritical marks right on names, but I have not bothered to check them. Apologies if they're off.

To begin with, how to adapt a text isn't an easy question. It brings up several potentially conflicting interests:

* The original author's intent/values.
* What the original text depicts/how to read the original text (a literary critical question).
* What long-time fans value about the text.
* What changes need to be made if changing media (film has different needs than books).
* What changes might draw in new fans, speak to current issues and sensibilities.
* What responsibilities the adaptation has to address social justice issues the original may not.Read more... )
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It amazes me how relieved I feel after Biden's inauguration.

The past four years I have devoted so much work to dissociating my own sense of wellness from the craziness going on in my country's national politics. In fact, I think this has been one piece of the larger work of dissociating my wellness from external signals in general. It's part of the work I've had to perform in managing the trauma of being cut-off without any resolution to the cut-off, to feel decent in myself despite the external signals that I'm horrible, unforgiveable.

Don't seek external validation, my therapist said several months ago.

And I thought I had gotten fairly good at it. Yes, Trump got to me. Yes, I was afraid. But I wasn't in terror or daily distress. I was as prepared as I could be for the chips to fall: for the country to fall into civil war, etc.

And so it amazes me how relieved I feel, how suddenly and profoundly it shifts all my feelings about my world just to see a president do normal president things: fill cabinet positions, rejoin the Paris Accord, have a competent press secretary, communicate with the press. Just to see politicians do normal, decent politician things, like Pence showing up at Biden's inauguration and getting his little trumpety fanfare like everybody else, because there is such a thing as decorum.

Yes, what people do around us does matter. Leadership matters. Our treatment of each other matters. Having an even somewhat working social contract matters. For all my psychological attempts to learn self-sufficiency, I am still deeply enmeshed in social need. So are most of us. That's human.

Today, I feel astoundingly relieved, probably more than any day of my life.
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This is ramble (okay, rant) about why I may be responding as I am to Wonder Woman: 1984 (liked it okay) and Discovery, especially S3 (kind of hate it). I am socially on the left but increasingly find my responses to pop culture out of step with some of the more prominent left-leaning responses. To wit, Wonder Woman is being panned and most of the left-tube seems fairly strongly pro-Discovery. So why am I out of step? Rambles and spoilers below. Read more... )
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Disclaimer: This is a personal reflection, not a prescription for what anyone else should do.

So there's a certain social media storm about certain author's views and to what extent they warrant boycotting or completely "giving up" her works. (I'm not going to spell out the specifics out of regard for the effort to not increase her platform—but you know who I mean.) For the record, I am not in this fandom. For me, giving up her works is like someone who once smelled weed giving up pot [Edit: And that semi-pun was unintended]. But the general discussion of ethical responsibilities has been fraught for me.

I totally get the boycotting idea. I get the value of showing protest by not financially supporting her and not engaging with her works in a way that would increase/maintain her huge platform while she is actively using that platform in a way that hurts others. I do not get the rather common response that someone is going to "give up" her works, i.e. never read them again (even if already owned), never enjoy them, never talk about them with friends, or perhaps even think about them fondly without guilt. I hear comments like, "They're tainted" and "A group of people is more important than a franchise" as if an imaginative world that has been foundational to many people's lives since childhood is just a "product," like a washing machine, and not a piece of their minds. It's fine for people to feel this way; it's just very alien to how my mind works. Spoilers for The Mists of Avalon and its author's horribleness )
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I watched and enjoyed this video from Council of Geeks on how to respond to the work of authors who have problematic views. I also felt a need to comment on it, and as my comment became rather long, I'd thought I'd archive it here too:

I like a lot of the nuance in this video, the awareness of personal choice, the idea that there are different ways to thoughtfully process and respond. I want to add a further piece of nuance. I feel a tacit premise of the discussion is that the problematic creator must be repudiated as a person. That may or may not involve boycotting their works, but it necessarily involves repudiating them. (Ex. Reading HP becomes about relating to friends and family, not Rowling. Rowling is out.) I worry about repudiating people, as whole human beings, for having problematic views. Honestly, who doesn’t have problematic views about some issue at some point through some historical hindsight?

I’ll take Dickens as an example. Dickens had a lot of problems: he was a hypocrite about sex, who left his wife and carried on with his mistress while crusading to reform fallen women. I think his conservative economic politics were also damaging, for the same reasons they are today: a reliance on personal charity and refusal to fund decent safety nets with taxes will simply perpetuate squalor. That’s the reality. Charity doesn’t get the job done. But he was also an enormous advocate for the humanity of poor people and an astute student of the human soul. A work like “A Christmas Carol” puts his economic politics on full display: the nasty people like Scrooge are the ones who thinks taxes are the way to support the poor. Yet “A Christmas Carol” is a brilliant psychological sledgehammer, simultaneously blasting rich business people for using business as an excuse to let others suffer while also showing profound awareness of how personal pain and loss can transform good people into nasty people while planting the seeds for their further evolution into better, wiser people. I have no wish to repudiate Dickens as a human being, though I am quite willing repudiate some of his views and actions (even by the standards of his own time). Human beings are complex. So are their philosophies and works. If we exclude as simply “bad” anyone who holds a view we feel does harm—even if the harm is real and substantial—we will, sooner or later, have almost no one “acceptable” left, probably including ourselves.
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The newsletter is here.

Here's an excerpt:

Welcome to the coronavirus edition. I hope you are safe and well, and I’ll spare you the advice to wash to hands and socially distance because you’ve heard it. But with the hope of better societies at the back of my mind, I want to talk about the social fissures this pandemic exposes. It’s been great for our global emissions, but we will lose all those gains when industry starts up again. The fact that plunging the world into a catastrophic economic downturn is the best thing in living memory for our short-term emissions ought to be a wake-up call. Pitting our economic system against ecological reality is a lose-lose proposition, leading to mass extinction, starvation, disease, war, xenophobia, etc. Our current rupture in the capitalist economy is an ideal time to start planning for sustainable systems to replace it—not to replace all private enterprise, mind, but to replace a system that values only growth of capital at any cost. Christopher Wright and Daniel Nyberg offer some alternatives (summed up here in book review form), as does this article from Deutsche Welle. Let's move forward now to a more stable, livable future.

Also my spring term Writing to Sustain Hope class in Portland should go forward, but it might be postponed or moved online. More info. to come.
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Well, we voted with 97% in favor to ratify our new contract. It obviously doesn't plug all the holes in the leaky boat of American higher ed, but it's as good a deal as we could have hoped for, after 15 months of negotiations and organizing!

We were back at school teaching today, which felt really good. Even if it was a little hard to get back in the swing, it was so nice to just be with my class discussing Leslie Marmon Silko and Frederick Douglass, who, oddly, we ended up talking about on the same day.
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First day on strike for our faculty today. We picketed for about four hours before being released for lunch. (As a part-timer, I left for the day.) Many people honked in support, including several staff members. (I've heard staff were instructed to go to work or have their pay withheld.) It was about 37F (which is a few degrees above freezing for those who use C), consistently raining in that Pacific Northwest way that is not very cold but feels cold because you are soaked. I dressed in layers but was shivering uncontrollably by the end. The mood was good--big turnout, both full time and part time faculty, lots of snack food: almost all sugar and coffee. I am seriously amped!

I had more than one conversation debating what the administration hoped to gain by dragging this out. We faculty can't back down. We have too much at stake. Admin can't run the college without us to teach. With 10-week terms, every lost instructional day is hard to make up. We've now lost one with no word yet of any contract agreement. My best guess is they're hoping the weather will break us. The forecast keeps saying snow is coming, though it keeps not coming. In truth, snow and ice might keep me home because the hills I live on are treacherous, and I'm not prepared to die for a fair contract, but snow will not get us back to work.

It's hard not to check my email/course site and check in on my students, also weirdly freeing of my time (for now), but I'm holding the line for the greater good. We'll see how it goes...
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I saw Joker the other day and have to offer some scattered thoughts on it. The bottom line: I loved it and think it is probably the best DC movie ever—but many have a very different view, which I want to haphazardly unpack.

Context: I'm not really a DC fan, not a Batman fan, not a fan of the Joker as a character, and not acquainted with the Scorsese films Joker draws on. This probably contributes to my loving this movie because I had no serious cultural touchstones to be wounded by it. On a basic level, I thought this film took a pretty boring villain and made him fascinating and human, and it did so in the context of trenchant social commentary. Spoilers may follow )
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Today my country is launching #ICERaids to detain undocumented people. At this shameful moment, I want to offer a perspective on immigration to the United States.

There are many reasons not to persecute (or prosecute) undocumented residents, refugees, and asylum seekers. A commonly cited and good reason: it is inhumane. Another: they enrich our society through their labor and their cultural presence. A third commonly cited reason is that the United States has always been a country of immigrants and we must remain true to this legacy.

I find this third reason problematic. It’s true the US was founded and populated by immigrants. It is also true that the first many waves of white immigrants—my ancestors—had zero right to be here. (Whether we have a right today is, I think, open to debate.) Our presence, then and now, is based on stealing or coercing land from indigenous peoples who did not—and, in many cases, still do not—want us here. I find it hard to celebrate immigration when its legacy is land theft, to say nothing of slavery, which brought millions of people into misery here against their will.

But by this same token—that our modern world is shaped by imperialism and colonization—I’ll offer another reason for welcoming immigrants today:

We owe them. The United States owes them. Most undocumented people willing to face danger and death to come to the US, or other developed nations, are coming because of Euro-American colonialism. They are coming because European-based powers devastated traditional models of living, destroyed working (if imperfect) cultures, wrecked land, stripped resources, enslaved people, enshrined racism, opened sweat shops, and demanded unfair trade deals to profit themselves. The US alone did not do all of this, but it has directly perpetrated or participated as a business and/or political partner in much of it.

And then there’s climate crisis. More and more refugees will be fleeing because their land can no longer support them due to climate change. And this is very concretely numerically hugely the fault of the United States. Trump’s antics aside, the US since 1850 has contributed about 27% of cumulative CO2 emissions, more than any other single nation. It is not unreasonable to argue that it should pay for about 27% of the damage, which could well include sheltering quite a large number of displaced people.

We broke it, we bought it: a basic principle of commerce. The US contributed to breaking the world. Justice and reason dictate we pay our share of the debt.
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I don't know if I've ever been so pleased with the voting of my fellow Oregonians in the 16-ish years I've lived here. They pretty much came through with sanity across the board:

* re-elected Kate Brown, our Democratic, on-the-whole pretty awesome governor.

* voted to keep Oregon a sanctuary state (not to use police to pursue undocumented immigrants who have not otherwise broken law).

* in a rare moment of not being taken in by the word "taxes," rejected the really vicious attempt to require a supermajority for virtually all state revenue measures, which would have pretty much bankrupted the state forever if it had passed.

* voted to raise property taxes to fund affordable housing. Now, I will feel this--a little--as a Portland property owner--my property tax is already over $7000, but that seems a minor complaint next to getting people housing. I'm glad we're seeing movement on this.

* and my fellow Portlanders... you voted for the clean energy tax!!! You voted for it big!!!

Nationally, I'm really pleased and relieved about the House, of course. Bummed about the Senate, but more Republicans will be for re-election and have seats to defend in coming years. On the whole, the good news outweighs the bad, and it feels like a long time since that's been the case.

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